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i am so in love..and happy..poop's sleeping right now, which is nice.poop really needs to sleep..i miss you...
got to thinking about my taggy..not this one though, in my other blog.the messages does not appear.
i have nothing really important to say.i'm just falling in love with the song i'm listening to...i love you..until the end of time.. isn't it nice?..i don't have anything intellectual to voice out today..not justification or whatsoever..it's nice to blog about..the contentment i'm feeling right now..
i changed a lot..i noticed that.i am more sensitive to other people..and i have become more mature.i guess from all the pain i've been through, i've learned a lot..and got freaked out a lot in the whole darn process..which i'm thankful for..i am more amiable..(really..) and more non-innocent..[oh inocencia.har.the name drives me insane.]..i have become tranquil and laid-back in the whole love-thing.i learned how to take one day at a time.i still need to grow up, though.i have a lifetime ahead of me.[which i wish i can spend with you.you don't know that, do you?..i am still scared to plan ahead but i would love to.] i have become more open to the changes which used to scare me silly. change is good. God would never allow anything bad to happen to us.
i am able to breathe easier these days.i have finally accepted that life goes on. to love is what i live for.. [i have waited for you..it's nice i finally found you..thank you for loving me..] i am happier.i finally passed my teenage years where i just wanna fight and be narrow-minded in family matters.
i am happy..thank you Lord..i thank God for you..i love you...
i have to go..i wish i'll have you for a very long time..i love you.
fire.phoenix.goddess
6:02 PM
hey baby..i love you..
fire.phoenix.goddess
2:18 PM
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fire.phoenix.goddess
2:16 PM
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fire.phoenix.goddess
2:24 PM
hahaha.. ; )
poop..wish you're okay..
maris..nice pic.. thanks huh.. ; ) ganda ng profile ah.. male?.. uh-huh..sige ha, libre mangarap.. ; ) love the pic...... ; )
Bada hello..nice entries..
poooooooooooooop...wala lang..nawalan nga ako ng gana..but i ate a lot..i promise you that..i don't wanna get sick.. can't take care of you if i'm sick diba..basta, you know i'm here..you know i love you always..
anyway..gusto ko lang ulit magpost ng mga walang kakwenta-kwentang bagay..
MGA PINAKA?..
KARANASAN:
1. Pinaka-asteeg mong karanasan?
when i rode on the horse.. hihi..
2. Pinaka-malungkot mong karanasan?
uhm..august 08, 2004..but past is past..
3. Pinaka-masaya mong karanasan?
Feb. 07.2005
4. Pinaka-kakaiba mong karanasan?
uhm..march 20,2003
5. Pinaka-nakakatakot mong karanasan?
when i rode on the horse tlaga..
6. Pinaka-hindi malilimutan?
january 21, 2005
7. Pinaka-masakit?
july 31, 2004...?
8. Pinaka-mahirap?
oh..the thesis week..sobrang..grrrrr..if it wasn't for my poop..i would have cried more..
9. Pinaka-relaxing?
january..21..2005
10. Pinaka-nakaka-asar?
uhm..ung nka-ym ko si toot..about kay..toot..
11. Pinaka-awkwrd?
uhm..nung nasa stairs ako..and poop finally found out about.. hmmm...
12.Pinaka-madugo?
uhm.when we killed a pig and a goat for lunch summer..2001?
13.Pinaka-kinabahan ka?
oh shux..nung kasama ko si ms. ----- sa office nya.. que quelchamar!
14.Pinaka-natuto ka?
january..23..2005
15.Pinaka-nakakagulat?
jan.23.2005
16. Pinaka-madulas?
uhm..field trip, 2nd year!
1.Pinaka-asiwa ka?
uhm..nung..basta..about kay 2nd past..
2.Pinaka-gusto mo?
uhm..nung feb.07.05 talaga..
3.Pinaka-loser?
uhm..no comment!
4.Pinaka-sinaktan ka?
si past...
5. Pinaka-nasaktan mo?
uhm..si past rin siguro..ay, nanay ko!
6. Pinaka-tatanga-tanga?
ako na un..
7.Pinaka-nagpakatanga ka?
oh grrr...june-july 2004 tlaga..pra kay past..
8. Pinaka-maganda?
si sarah michelle gellar....
9.Pinaka-gwapo?
matthew mccaughnney?
10.Pinaka-mabait?
poop!!!
11.Pinaka-nakaka-aliw?
poop!!!
12.Pinaka-Baliw?
ako siguro..
13.Pinaka-kuripot?
uhmm..no comment!
15.Pinaka-sinungaling?
uhm..now?..wla nman ata..
16.Pinaka-mabaho?
meron ba?..
17.Pinaka-makulit?
ako ata..
18.Pinaka-weirdo?
ako na rin un..
19.Pinaka-pasensosya?
poop ko!!
20.Pinaka-iniyakan mo?
ohhhh.....si past..di naman ako pinapaiyak ni poop eh..
21.Pinaka-Suplado/suplada?
haha.. ako..!
22.Pinaka-Crush mo?
meron ba?..si poop.. hihih..di nga lang crush un..
23.Pinaka-Fashionista?
uhm..can't think..
24.Pinaka-Idol mo?
tix!
25.Pinaka-pantasha mo?
oh shux..poop, kaw nalang!
26.Pinaka-minahal ka?
uhm..uhm..uhm..poop?
27.Pinaka-minahal mo?
oh shux..minahal?..si past.. [past ha..minahal eh]
28.Pinakamamahal mo?
si 05-poop-baby-mahal-chie-07-ko..sino pa ba???
PAHABOL NA MGA PINAKA:
Pinaka-iniyakan mong Film? meron ba?..uhm..little mermaid.. hihih.. ; )
Pinaka-naka relate kang kanta?
..only wanna be with you..
Pinaka-naka relate kang character? uhm..wala eh..
Pinaka-goal mo ngayon?
..pasayahin siya..ibigay lahat ng oras na kaya ko.. grasp&cherish every moment..uhm... mahalin siya..
Pinaka-DREAM mo ngaun?
..it came true na..
PAHABOL PA:
May gusto ka ba sabihin?
i love you poop!
May gusto ka bang batukan?
i think..ako ung gusto kong batukan?..jkat i'm sorry..
Huling salita?
jkat..jkat..jkat...
fire.phoenix.goddess
1:55 PM
fire.phoenix.goddess
2:32 PM
i'm so in love..
and my heart beats nothing but
that name i love hearing..
whether whispered..
or plain said..
it's still that one name..
which makes me smile..
xanxu asked me how important my baby's name is to me..
i told her it's so important that even when it's simply said
i smile..
my whole soul smiles, i know..
i love you soooo much...
i know i haven't spent much time with you lately..
and it's so nice of you to understand me..
next year, i know i'll be so busy..
i just hope you'll hold on..
i'll wait for you..hihi..
even if it's gonna be soo hard.
for me..and for you..
to be that far..
you'll always be in my heart..
and i'll live..and carry on..
to the thought that you're mine..
and i love you..
and you love me..
you are my reason for smiling..
you're the best reason i can ever have..
i love you so much..
fire.phoenix.goddess
6:40 PM
fire.phoenix.goddess
7:57 PM
2:31 am..
and i'm still awake..
actually, just woke up kanina 1:01..after 2hours of sleep..this has been a crazy week..sunday i slept for two hours..monday..i slept for..i don't know how long..tuesday..one hour..wednesday..eight hours..thursday..two hours..
i have a headache..since 9 p.m..it's either the coffee or the stress..i have to finish my freaking thesis i've been crying about.. hmmmm...
i read something..maybe i shouldn't have..but it's okay..i'm a little disconcerted..but i can't do anything about that..there's nothing i can and i should do about that..there's nothing to it..but still..it tugs at some heartstrings..
ooops..love is kind..it is never jealous..
aight..have to keep that in mind..
i'm here blogging when i should be typing and cramming my head to come up with ideas to write..i have to finish this..grrrrrrr... i am about to explode with the craziness of this week..
had an hour-long talk with jkat..it was..insightful..finally.. finally..finally..and found out some things..which made me smile.. hihihi..but anyway..we both know the answer..i just sure hope that's what will happen.. =C ..
i really have to go..i am so crazy..blogging..blogging..blogging.. while my thesis is spread around me, waiting to be finished.. if this things could talk..they would probably tell me, "haeja, get your ass moving!!!you are such a lazy ass!!!" actually, that's what i just think..i guess i'm receding.coz of those stuff i read..but i will not elaborate.
i am so crazy.
it's election day today.
i do not know what will happen.
but i do foresee something.
someone will lose..(of course.)
and that someone will cry on my shoulder..
oh no..that's not a someone..
THEY will cry on my shoulder..
and i will be more torn..
one of those times where i have to be happy for one..
and sad for the other..
seems i am all too familiar with that..
is that bad?..it's not, right?..
it happens all the time..
and i really have to go.
fire.phoenix.goddess
2:40 AM
**possibly the luckiest girl alive**
yup.. c=
soooooooo lucky....
anyway..i thought lumabas na upcat results..
i have to make this quick..
i'm happy today..
kasi..sobrang napprove ko everyday how lucky i am..
and i'm not worrying much anymore..
slight na lang..
coz of the cutter thingy..
but it's okay..
eeehhh..
finally thinking about the future..
and..
it's..
*tooooot*...
hoy nevieeee..and skyyyy..pano nyo ba nalaman?..sino?!?!
Just took a test..
Madly in Love! (75-110 points)
Yup... you're definitely in love with P0op05ko... You would do anything for her, and just the sight of her makes you happy. Good luck in your relationship, just make sure P0op05ko.. feels the same for you, or she can very easily take advantage of you....
*note: yes i know how poop feels..hahaha..feeler ako eh..i am not worried..i know poop will never take advantage..never......*
another test.."are you a flirt?"..it's so funny..coz ang gender na inaano sa'kin is straight..uhmmm...basta un..sobrang funny talaga..parang ewan ung mga tanong..
07.haeja.05, your witty comments and your seductive looks hit the bulls-eye almost every time. No matter if your crush is shy or a go-getter, you know exactly how to twist her around your finger! When you're interested in somebody, you'll really get things moving. Because you are sensitive and know how to put yourself into your heartthrob's position, it's easy for you to give attention to your partner. This is very convenient for you, because you'll always get plenty of attention at parties!
*hahaha ; )*
>>i miss you..are you mad?..di ka nagrereply..... =(
faye..bakit ba?..nakuha mo na ba ung sagot sa gusto mong malaman?.. diretsohin mo na kasi ako what you wanna know..para namang di ko sasabihin sa'yo...diba..
>> grabe talaga ung ngyari kanina..sobrang..whoah..ay grabe.. ininvite nya ko sa sms.ac..i guess it's coz of that email thing and i still belong to her address whatever sa yahoo..pero whoah ah.
>>took another test pero kwento ko na lang..kasi ang sira ng test ko..hahaha.. : )
**i love you!!**
fire.phoenix.goddess
9:02 PM
thanks..
i wanna cry..in your arms.....
i wanna stare at the sky..
and just let everything go..
it's like i just wanna get away from the world..
so full of problems..
fears..
yet you make everything light..
inspite of all the worries i have..
you give me the strength to continue..
i may be cursed..
but i know i am blessed..
coz i have you..
and you make everything worthwhile..
thanks..
for making my life happy..
**seven**
fire.phoenix.goddess
1:49 AM
//screaming my head off//
actually, i would love to do that..no, i would just like to unwind.. i'm doing our thesis..and i have to finish it in two hours. changed my mind mind two times, even our thesis. i changed the title, the idea..almost everything..why not change my life?..nah..i'm happy.
but i still don't get why i'm freaking out all alone while i have my partner. darn.
what can i do?..she has no internet..no reference whatsoever..no computer.i thought i will have an easy time with this thing. i'm starting to hate studying.if only i'm not geared in finishing what i started already.
i thought my senior year was going to be easy.
i am soooo..having a hard time dealing with all my schoolwork right now..then another..*personal* problem comes up..which shouldn't even be my problem. but it is.i don't know how to deal with it. i really don't.it's not my fault..maybe it is. but i didn't know!!!..stupid?..yes..but..it's so confusing and i'm not really worrying about it but people come up to me and tell me..what's been going on with her life right now. and the people in my class are teasing me about the past but i don't really care about that. i just laugh.i do not care.anyway..sometimes i just really wanna scream, do i really have to know that stuff?..what's the point?!.. should i care?..well..i should considering she's my friend and all.but..i don't know.i can't..coz it's hard to comfort a person who's...---..coz of you,,right?
anyway, i really should'nt be blogging right now.but i am getting depressed and discouraged.i am so lonely this morning..doi. it's 1:34 am.i don't really wanna discuss my thesis problems in here. but it's crazy.crazy.crazy.nothing i would ever want to go through again but i will..considering my course and school.i will.
then i remembered ms..------...freaky.que horror..
i wanna drown in the abyss of my problems and wake up in your arms...grrrr...
relax,ja..breathe in..breathe out..*coughs* the air is full of carbon.we should really stop destroying our environment. i am not talking rubbish.i am saying the truth.
what if later, i faint?..and then i wake up at a hospital..saying ms.-----'s name..que horror......!!!!!!!!!....no..she should not know i am so scared of her. ohhhhh..i do not know what to do!!!! why is she so concentrated on making my life miserable?..what did i do to you?..cursed.
fire.phoenix.goddess
1:44 AM
happy valentines day..
wala lang..i am happy..coz i'm in love..(oo mel, aminado akong in love ako..) tska..wala lang..natuwa talaga ko sa binigay ko sa mahal ko..kahit ang gulo and stuff..tuwa daw siya eh..sobrang effort ba?.inspired eh..coz you love me.. =).. eeeehh..la lang..sama lang ng pakiramdam ko right now..coz i only slept for two hours..hihi..then i fell asleep sa math class..i slept for 30 minutes..and our class was 40 minutes..nice, huh?..and for the first ten minutes?..i was writing a letter..that's what you call "student".. =) yeah..i need to drink coffee..anyway..
i love your gift..ang pretty kaya..it's a bouquet of chocolates.. chocolates, not roses..unique no? tapos,,heart-shaped chocolates pa..nice one.. sobrang sweet talaga..never had such a nice valentines like today..tapos..may little bear pa..tapos may cd..tapos may bookmark..sobrang funny talaga nun..may bookmark pa..hihihi..tapos ung lalagyan ng fone na doggy..love the dog..ang soft..
anyway..i have to go..thesis and calculus pa.. later.
*faye..naget mo na ung sinasabi ko sa'yong surprise ko?!?!..love it ba?..hahaha..Ü tsaka ung answer sa question mo..why?!*
fire.phoenix.goddess
7:06 PM
loyal
hullo baby..know what?..hindi sa hanggang ngayon mahal ko pa sya.. tinatamad lang akong magbura ng stuff sa mail ko..anyway..right NOW..binubura ko lahat ng emails nya sa'kin..i erased na rin (dati pa..)ung text messages nya na sinave ko sa computer ko.. and tinanggal ko na rin pic nya..even the annual..see how loyal i am?..so no need to worry..nayayamot ako sa mga nababasa ko.. i WAS so blind..but anyway..past is past..i just wanted you to know this stuff..kasi i don't wanna hide anything from you.. wala lang..so un lang..i erased it all..i'm not erasing the memory..di naman ganun yun eh..i'm just SO PAST that..and i'm here..in this moment..with you.. =) which is the best thing in the world..
i must be the happiest girl in the world..
because you love me..
//thank you, mahal ko..//
fire.phoenix.goddess
7:38 PM
scared
sobrang scared talaga ko..pano pag nasaktan ko sya?..pag tinopak ako..and i got hurt..i'll lash out and hurt right back..that sucks, right?..call it my defense..pero diba..
wow..it's seven pm na pala..didn't notice..time flies by so fast.. and i'm still here, writing in this freaking blog..letting my feelings flow..i really should get my brain repaired..
anyway..i am getting freaked out..coz i have to do a lot of stuff pa..i have to do something sa thesis..good thing i already studied for my eng unit..but my letter isn't finish yet.. what kind of gal am i..i don't even have a gift for my baby..yeah, it's mean..wala na kasi talaga kong pera..does P50 count?..i think i mentioned something in c's blog which i shouldn't have..eh kasi naman, she mentioned it there na so i questioned her na..and now the entry's gone..did i scare you, c? i'm sorry..me and my dead brain..
anyway, i have to go..wala akong kwento about my love life today.. ahaha..wala lang..basta..it's all in the blog..i think my phone's radiation is getting to my brain.
i want to eat.
fire.phoenix.goddess
7:21 PM
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
i love you
you're the best, baby..so in love with you..mwuah..
fire.phoenix.goddess
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fire.phoenix.goddess
5:27 PM
07seven07
you know why? secret..can't tell.. c= basta..i'm the happiest..i'm so blessed...mainggit kayo lalo..someone loves me for me..
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The goddess resides in the Philippines where she is in her sophie year at her university. She dreams of becoming CEO,
owning her own company, and living in a place of her own. She finds solace in gazing at the night sky and seeing the moon, in seeing the
sunrise/sunset. She enjoys life to its tumult. She believes in herself greatly. She has a never-ending battle with her evil side and conquers it
most of the time. She reads books for hours on end. She enjoys thought-provoking questions and intelligent or intimate conversations. She
also enjoys reading Archie and Beerkada. Her music ranges from pop to rnb to rock. She is a fan of Jane Austen and Shakespeare, of Judith
Mcnaught and Nicholas Sparks, of Arthur Hailey and John Grisham.
She is a private person and this blog is her outlet for things she can shout out.
She finds solace in God's arms.