Thursday, April 28, 2005
confused.
i'm really confused..lumalabas na naman ung stupid ability ko to push away the people i love..damn tlga..i'm confused, i don't know what to do..hay..hay..parang napaka-simpleng bagay, naghahanap ako ng rason to fight..ewan ko tlga....!!!!!!
..and i'm really feeling guilty..sobrang ilang times ko na napaiyak un tapos sobrang understanding parin kahit sobrang labo ng explanation ko why im like that..
ano na bang gagawin ko? mssaktan ko siya kung iiwan ko sya..pero nassktan ko rin sya ngayon..anong ggawin ko??.. i'm terribly confused..........haaaaaaay. haaaaaaaaaaay. haaaaaaaaay.
fire.phoenix.goddess
3:57 PM
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
i miss
i miss..
--poop!
--poop!
--poop!
--litcom..
--yan! [umuwi ka na!!]
--babyboy!
--choco oat bars. :)
--gel! [umuwi ka na rin!!]
--emma!
--homeworks. [hehe.ang boring kasi eh!]
--nevie!
--faye!
--chippy! :)
un lang..hi gel. :) miss ka na namin ni jaja1@jaja2 :)
fire.phoenix.goddess
12:13 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005
1.handa ka n ba sa mga itanong ko sayo?
`fire! :)
2.anong naMe mo?
`haeja
3.nicknaMe mo?
`haeja.ja.
4.saan ka nmn ng aaral??
`well..sa june..sa ua&p! :)
5.anong yr.mo na?
`freshman..
6.malambing ka ba?
`yes..
7.mabait ka ba? gaano ka b kabait?
`nope.i don't think so ata.
8.single/taken?
` :)
9.may kila2 k bng nagmamahal sayo?
`yup yup! :)
10.may crush ka ba?
`nup..
11.bkt mo ba siya crush?
`nope nga eh..
12.ano bang mdlas nyang sinasbi sau pag
magkausap kayo sa fone?
`wala..
13.ano bang petsa na?
`april 22..
14.pano kng bigla mong mala2man na crush ka rin
pla ng taong crush mo anong ga2win mo?
`eh ano naman..eh may mahal na ko..
15. favorite love song mo?
`now?..fall again..broken sonnet..
16.pra kanino nman yang mga songs na un?
`wala..mganda lang ung messages.. :)
17.hanggang kailan mo nman crush yung taong yon?
`nu ba to..
18.cno2 ba ang mahal mo sa mundo?
`family..friends..poop :)
19.anong msg. mo sa crush mo?
`huh?
20.takot ka na bang magmahal or mkipagcommit
sa iba?
`ehm..angel.we should talk.
21.bkt trip mong mag sgot ng survey?
`para masaya. :)
22.balik tayo sa crush mo ok lng?
`eh.
23.pano mo i-de2scribe yng crush mo?
`ung mahal ko na lang. mabait. sobrang sweet. :)
24.nka2sama mo ba siya?
`ngayon? hndi na..
25.alam ba niyang crush mo siya?
`mahal.oo.
26.anong reaction nya?
`eh. :)
27.eh kng di mo pa sinasbi na crush mo siya,bkt
di mo pa sinasbi sknya?
`huh?
28.pro crush mo siya talaga?
`mahal oo..
29.sino ba siya..1st letter?
`r
30.pano kng sinaktan ka niya anong ga2win mo?
`mas naksasaktan ko sya..sa totoo lang.
31.anong fone # niya?
`7777777
32.sa plgay mo bkt yan ang fone # nya?
`eh syempre.perfection. :)
33.may nag sabi na ba sayo na manhid ka?
`uhm..
34.sino nman ung nag sabi sayo,kahit 1st letter
lng?
`uhm..?
35.Last na to,sa 1-10 gaano mo xa ka crush?
`kamahal?..uhm.10. :)
fire.phoenix.goddess
9:59 PM
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Monday, April 18, 2005
hayyyyy..
my friendster account closed AGAIN. friggin....... argh. (i know, i know, pathetic and inarticulate but what the heck?!?!)
anyway, i haven't blogged for so long, i know..i just don't have anything to say..
do u know the song broken sonnet by hale?..such a wonderful song.. :)
And now i concede
On the night of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go
The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm
It’s the same, it’s the same
And in this next line
I’ll say it all over again
That i love you, i love you
I don’t care what they say
I don’t care what they do
‘cause tonight i’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go
I’ll leave my fears behind
‘cause tonight i’ll be right at your side.
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go
Will never let go
But still i see the tears from your eyes
Maybe i’m just not the one for you
got this off my friendster bulletin..(i'll put my comments on it, though)
INLOVE ka ba or LOVE mo sya? kala ko dati pareho lang iba pala!! basahin para maliwanagan naman tayo.
"It's definitely different when you love someone
and when you're inlove with someone"
explanation:
alin nga ba ang mas malalim?
Loving someone or Being in love with someone? [being in love..right?]
marami sa atin ang na confused tungkol dito.
Ikaw ba ay may girlfriend o boyfriend ngayon? [uh-huh]
Mahal mo ba siya pero parang may isang tao na parang mahalaga din sayo.[syempre family and friends..]
o may mahal ka na akala mo eh mahal mo nga siya
pero meron ka pa rin isang tao na minamahal ng totoo. [wala no..sya lang tlga..]
Kapag love mo ang isang tao masaya ka..
Feeling mo ok na ang lahat...
pero ang ma-inlove ka, ang siyang pinakamasakit sa lahat! [how true..but then when you love someone..ewan!!]
Kasi ang mga taong inlove ay ang mga taong ngsasakripisyo at ngpaparaya.[ehem..]
Teka bakit ka nga ba ngpaparaya? [mahal ko eh!]
Dahil ba hindi ka niya mahal o dahil hindi ka
siguradong ok lang sa kanya? [huh? mahal niya ko no.]
Kung yan ang dahilan mo, walang duda na inlove ka nga sa kanya.
Kasi iniisip mo kung anong meron kayo sa ngayon ang tanging mahalaga at kontento ka na.
Pero isipin mo paano kung mawala ang taong yon at talagang hindi na kayo mag-usap at magkita,
kaya mo ba?[hmmm..maybe?..hard but yes..]
Paano naman kung sayo siya inlove at ibinigay niya ang lahat para sayo pero hindi mo napahalagahan ang lahat ng ito kaagad!
[uh-oh..it happened, didn't it?]
Paano kung isang araw naguluhan na siya sayo ng husto at maisipang lumayo na lang?[ay..malapit na siguro yon..]
Paano kung sa sobrang pagiging iba mo sa kanya di ka na niya kausapin at tuldukan na niya ng tuluyan kung ano na ang meron kayo?
[hindi no!..di pwede..]
Then bigla mong na realize kung gaano ka importante sayo ang bawat isa kaya lang wala na siya![i know how important my baby is..i'm not that stupid!]
Kaya mo ba?[kung with the aforementioned circumstances?..no..]
Kung hindi ang sagot mo, malinaw na inlove ka nga...[see, poop?..don't doubt na kasi..]
Paano naman pag mahal mo lang, kapag mahal mo lang,
alam mo na palagi kang may choice,
ayaw mo siyang mawala dahil alam mong wala kang ipapalit. [kapal ko naman nito!]
Yung masaya ka sa kanya pero sa gabi hindi naman siya ang iniisip mo.[di ako to..]
Mahal mo siya pero aminado ka sa sarili mo na balang araw hindi siya ang pakakasalan mo.[oooohhhh...]
Mahal mo siya pero ang puso mo hindi lang pra sa kanya..[ui hindi ah..]
Mahal mo at masasaktan ka pagnawala siya pero alm mo na kaya mo yon.
[oops..]
Ngayon anong nararamdaman mo ngayon:
DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE or YOU'RE INLOVE WITH SOMEONE? [inlove..]
Isang araw magigising ka na lang na INLOVE ka na nga pero kahit anong gawin mo ay huli na.
Dahil maaaring yung taong INLOVE din sayo ay wala na pala.
Tandaan mo: Masyadong mapaglaro ang puso huwag tayo magpaloko!!!
We learn to love someone pero minsan lang dumating sa atin ang pagkakataong ma-inlove!!!
Kaya kapag dumating ito, ano ang gagawin mo?
Post mo ulit ito at tulungn natin na maliwanagan ang iba...
This is real nkatulong na ito sa iba, at ito ang naging dahilan para masabi niya ang totoo sa taong inlove siya.
fire.phoenix.goddess
1:33 PM
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Friday, April 15, 2005
tagal
tagal ko ng hindi nagbblog..exactly 10days.. anyway..
i miss you..see you sa university.. :)
chie..wala akong tinatago dito no..mayabang ka tlga..
anyway..wala akong masabi. hehe. :)
chippy..i really miss you..
fire.phoenix.goddess
9:31 PM
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Monday, April 04, 2005
a little late..
ohkay..im not in the best mood right now..init ng ulo ng magulang ko..parang pagpasok pa lang, wow, bad mood agad..di daw namin sinasagot ung phone..eh hndi naman nagriring..
anyway..this is a little bit late..but anyway..i looked back sa 4th year ko..and i realized andaming ngyari..let's see..
1. Nafinish na ung chapter "08" sa buhay ko..which reaped great
results, actually..(no offense, whatsoever)..
2. I learned how to sink sa bottom of depression..despair..and I
learned the difference between "love" and "katangahan."
3. I learned I can move on without relying on anybody else but me.
4. That God will always..always..ALWAYS..be here to help me..and He
will never let me down...
5. Well..nawalan ako ng dalawang tao in 2 months time. I still
miss Gulai, though.. :) lagi.. :)
6. I can stand strong..and breeze through every friggin' trial and
pain..
7. My friends are angels.. :)
8. Yey!Top 07 ako!
9. I work better under pressure.. :)
10. I should be careful with my actions..very careful.. hmmm..
11. Yey.. 07! :)
12. I have to be determined and to always keep my goals in my mind..
13. I can face Math..but not Trigonometry..or Calculus. I just
can't!
14. I learned..that it's better to let go..
15. Oh shux, nagmature kaya ako..tska ewan..mas deep na ung view of
life ko tlga..
aun..and i'll thank the ff people..
JKAT. u know how much you mean to me..ayt?..i love you always!
YAN. i will never forget our private conversations.ever.
EMMA. wala akong masabi.pero.basta. :) i love you.
BES. thanks.sa pag-unawa ng about kay poop. :) i love you bes.
MAVIC. i don't like ur punches.but still.you know what you've done
for me naman eh.i love you. :)
JALS. inspiring.fresh.unique.i love you too. :)
FAYERZ. my ever beloved enemy.don't forget the stuff i said! mwuah!
read your letters..oh my..sweetheart?!?! haha.. :)
CHIPPY. i love you.you blow me away. :)
CHIMMY. hm.hm.haha. :) thanks sa flattop and baked mac.
SUGAR. my sugar.i love you.
ANGEL. whew.jellyace. :) i love you.
GIRLFRIEND! jen velasco.you amaze me. :)
JAJA. hon.kahit pinagpalit mo na ko.i love you. :)
PYRA. hihi. :) i won't forget the stuff you taught me. mwuah!
NEVIE. i love you.i won't forget my fan.ever.siguro kasi schoolmate
na naman kita.ok lang.happy. :)
JOY. you're amazing.sobra.ang bait mo.i love you. :)
RONA. so funny. :) i won't forget that one incredible time you
showed you care.that simple act touched my heart.thanks. :)
CHARMAINE. balugz.i'll never forget you.you'll always be in my
heart.
BEAR. aww.my forever seatmate.i miss you.i love you.mwuah!
ANA. na!:) i love you..magingat ka sa iyong bf ha..mwuah!
ADRIAN. thanks dun ha.thanks sa chocolate. :)
LIZBETH. :)
CHI. maritzi.. mocha frappe ko! :)
POOP. baby. :) i love you..thanks for everything.. mwuah..
fire.phoenix.goddess
6:31 PM
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surveys..surveys..surveys.
1. 1st time you tried smoking:
== never..
2. 1st alcoholic drink you had:
== san mig light.i don't really drink eh..
3. 1st time you entered a bar:
== never.
4. 1st award you received:
== haha. most polite.can you believe it?!
5. 1st hero:
== i think my sis. tix.
6. 1st time you were sent to the principal
== never..for disciplinary actions?..never.nakipag usap lang tlga sya..
7. 1st time you failed in school:
== never.but 79.. argh. ='(
8. 1st college entrance exam you took
== upcat!
9. 1st teacher in college:
== sa june pa..
10. 1st job:
== secretary ng parents ko..
11. 1st crush in college:
== wala..
12. 1st person na binigyan mo ng flowers?
== mum ko..
13. 1st date:
== katle..
14. 1st friend:
== tix!
15. 1st kiss:
== what kind?..haha. :)
16. 1st movie you watched with (a) friend/s:
== tagal na nun!..can't remember..
17. 1st fight with a friend:
== uhm?..
18. 1st gift you received from a friend:
== hmm..books.. :)
19. 1st gift you gave to a friend
== hm?..
20. 1st record you bought:
== hmm?..
21. 1st song you sang infront of many people:
== bakit labis kitang mahal..hehe.. :) seriously.
22. 1st musical instrument you learned to play:
== piano..
23. 1st concert you watched:
== hmmm...
24. 1st celebrity you saw in person:
== hmmm..
25. 1st TV show you really liked:
== buffy the vampire slayer..
26. 1st book you bought:
== uhm..easter bunny battle.
28. 1st sport you played:
== taguan!
29. 1st sleepover:
== never had one..
30. 1st terrible fight:
== with tix..
31. 1st prank:
== i can't remember the first one eh..
32. 1st inaanak:
== wala pa..i'm still young!
33. 1st debut party you attended:
== kay tix..
34. 1st time you spent the night alone?
== lagi kaya..
35. 1st bestfriend:
== tix..
36. 1st wedding you attended:
== uhm..ung sa tita ko..
37. 1st person who greeted you on your last birthday?
== mum ko..
38. 1st friend in friendster?
== ate aps..
39. 1st time you got lost:
== uhm..nung bata pa ata ako..
40. 1st cellphone:
== nokia 5110 ata..?
41. 1st cellphone ringtone:
== ewan..
42. 1st collection:
== dolls..
44. 1st time you saw a ghost:
== nung bata ako..sa makati pa un..
1.words to describe urseLf:
`amazing!
2. things you want to always say to your loved one
`iloveyou!
3.name of your pet:
`tix
4.what's ur favorite number?
`07!
5.what was the first thing you did after waking up?
`check the time.
6.last number of your cellphone number?
`9..and 7..what a coincidence..hmmm..
7.Who was the first person that came to your mind
as you woke up this morning?
`poop..
8.who was the last person that made you happy..
`poop..
9.what song is on your mind right now?
`none..
10.what was the last thing you wrote on paper?
`can't remember..
11.Who do you want to call you on your cellphone right now?
`jkat, actually..
12.What's your favorite time of day?
`hmm...10pm..don't ask me why..
13.Do u like the coLor black?
`pwede na rin..
14.Last song that you sang?
`same ground.
15.Do you like to sing?
`yes..but it comes out terrible.
16.Have you ever been to New York?
`i wish..!
17. Favorite songs?
`uhm..fall again..
18. Why did you answer dis trippin survey?
`para masaya..
19.Wer u at?
`living room.
20. Last person you e- mailed:
`chie.
21.How often do you work out?
`i don't.
22. Whats your favorite sport??
`nada..bungee jumping?!
23. What was the last movie you watched
`shakespeare in love..
24. What do u like in a guy/gal?
`ung totoo..ung mabait..
26. Name the person that you want to fall for you at this exact moment?
`eh..?!?!
27. reason 2 smile
`sympre sya..
fire.phoenix.goddess
6:21 PM
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
tagal
whew..tagal ko ng hindi nag-blog..wla lang..ktamad eh..
i haven't been doing anything this summer yet..sobrang boring tlga..i go to my parents' office though..
ay yeah..nagenroll nko..aga tlga coz ifforfeit daw slot ko..whatever so there i was..ang simple ng mga tao..and then i had to do a series of medical exams, whatever..hay..wla lang tlga ko mgawa sa buhay ko..
still designing my gown for the flower festival in may..binago ko eh..nka bathrobe na lang ngayon..with the tube inside..nice, dba?..
jals, what's wrong?..
aun..sige..la na tlga ko magawa sa buhay ko..
oh yeah..the pope's dead.. ='( seriously, ang sad...di ko na mffulfill ung dream ko na makita ko sya.. awww... =(
so aun..sige na..wla na ko magawa..
ay last..
birthdays.HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :)
April 04: Hilla..and chippy ko..
April 11: Chuchay..tama ba?!
April 12: Kaypee
April 13: Ate Mags
April 14: Sarah Gellar
April 16: babyboy..jkat! :)
April 25: babygirl..yan! :)
April 26: Pot! :)
fire.phoenix.goddess
2:07 PM
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