Thursday, December 29, 2005
at long last
after so many days i finally blogged again.i looked into my multiply site and laughed at the last song i posted. it was such a mad song for all the right reasons.hehe :) im getting crazy, going crazy out of my mind sa break na to.finally realized that i actually have a lot of things to do with sooo little time.can you believe that i have a paper to pass by the end of january and i don't even have a topic yet..add to that the hatawan souvenir programs and invitations i have to make, the civ group med mish, reports, acads, tests, biology [goodness sake, let me pass this one!], and of course my social life.can't live without that one coz sobrang miniscule na nga lang, tanggalin ko pa ba yun sa buhay ko..hehe :) besides, the only social life i have right now is texting.my social life is nonexistent.or maybe it will.i hope not.i still have dreams of pigging out on my birthday and fatten myself up then lose weight over again. hehehe :)
hmmm.just read a really nice email.sometimes i neglect to read those kinds of stories and when i do, i really feel blessed and hit with this "oo nga noh"...hmmm.when will i ever make a difference?...
hmmm..i love the pussycat dolls.sarah hates "don'cha" though.obnoxious daw.well...it's not really mean... hehe :) it's funny in a way but she's not a wrecker or anything.sabi nga if there's love between them, she won't interfere so it's not mean.stick wit you talaga cute :) laln.
grabe i'm wide awake more than 24 hours.sun is keeping me awake.and im okay witht that coz...there's a lot of stuff we discuss.hehe :) getting to know kung baga.those talks are the reason why i stay awake.coz it helps.no, it's not psychological.pero it helps talaga and it makes me happy.it doesn't matter that i feel dead every 6am in the morning and that i sleep till 1130 in the afternoon.[today i did] and whoah, some substantial stuff.and it was really sweet.really.
...i've found all i've waited for...and i could not ask for more...
i really wish hindi mangyari kay p&n ung nangyari sa'kin.haha :) goodluck na lang sa kanila..pero sana magbati na sila ni chippy..
there are a lot of things to tell and yet i don't have the emotion to say it.hay...i better go.take care dudettes.hihi :)
happy new year btw. :)
hi nicole de pedro :) hihi :)
five is just a few more days to go!! :)
fire.phoenix.goddess
12:19 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
the crazy thing called ME.
im really tanga, i swear.i should be doing my paper but im typing the minutes away.pano ba naman, i don't know how my paper looks like and i can't print it.i have it na but im not sure if it's good enough.what the hell, kaya nga may consultation.and i'm not even sure kung meron nga.i have to run....
happy! :)
eto na tlga.my Christmas list...
- siemens sx1 or treo...
- cd ng orange and lemons../cueshe/destiny's child
- un blue skirt sa limited..
- un pants sa plains&prints..
- un top sa yrys..
- bouqet of white roses [tama ba spelling!?]
- dinner.hehe..
- to p.... more...sobrang saya ko tlga....
...
aun lang..i love the song 'stick wit you' ng pussycat dolls.tska un..'don't cha'...sarah hates it though.she calls it 'obnoxious' but i think it's so funny.hehehe :D
im running through my friendster messages and there are messages that i just can't delete.i just can't.grabe Gulai.2nd Christmas and you're not here na tlga.sobrang naguilty tlga ko years back.im so sorry.that was really sweet of you.
read messages from hans.that was really funny.i posted this damned thing on the bulletin board and people read it.not just hans but my classmate read it! for goodness sake!han's even said 'that was nice'...haha.that was so embarassing and sky told the whole classrom about it! grabe tlga un!!so there...
sa 7th page ng inbox ko..there's only one message..from Gulai dated November 27, 2003...2 years ago.....musta na kaya un? siguro masaya sya..at least she's not hurting anymore..
sabi ni mia dapat daw ilabas ko un pain..pero ano'ng ilalabas ko? wala na.this is just sadness and guilt.even if i feel like crying when i see her name, sobrang sad na lang tlaga..of course. if someone else dies, i'll be like this rin..siguro mas malungkot..siguro pareho lang..i don't know.why is this happening? everytime i erase a page of messages, it always comes back to one message.to gulai's message.
saw vinchie's (from adore) pic.he looks gay na.haha :) just kiddng.but really he does.i don't know what to do.maybe i should just throw that box of letters.not from gulai.her letters are in one box and hers and hers alone.
malapit na mag-Christmas.im excited na ewan.kasi andaming ginagawa eh...i gtg na.ingat!
fire.phoenix.goddess
8:15 AM
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