Wednesday, September 21, 2005
the sweetest letter i ever made.
07,
It's very hard for me to be in this situation. I only think
about myself. i do not even think
about you.im going crazy because i
am thinking about leaving you. i don't even
miss you. to love you still
makes me tired. to leave you
is all i can do to be happy. i daydream about
us being separated forever. not anymore about
us being together again. i promised you i'll never leave you
but i have to break that now.i can't hold on anymore.
don't cry; you don't have to cry. i will
notice that you're gone. but i just can't
wait for you until you have the time again.
i know you. i know you'll wait. Please don't
hold on to my promise coz i will be gone by the time you read this. i will not
be here always. just take care of yourself. i'll
move on.leave me.you don't need me.i don't
love you
i never will again
forever.
fire.phoenix.goddess
4:20 PM
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
hold my hand..
hold my hand and let's make it through together...
hold me close and tell me you'd leave me never...
LABIS NA NAIINIP, NABABAGOT SA BAWAT SAGLIT...
KAPAG NAAALALA KA, WALA NAMAN AKONG MAGAWA...
UMUWI KA NA BABY, DI NA AKO SANAY NG WALA KA
MAHIRAP ANG MAG-ISA...AT SA GABI'Y HINAHANAP-HANAP KITA...
HANGGANG KAILAN AKO MAGHIHINTAY NA MAKASAMA KANG MULI
SA BUHAY KONG PUNO NG PAGHIHIRAP
AT TANGING IKAW LANG ANG PUMAPAWI SA MGA LUHA
AT NAGLALAGAY NG NGITI SA MGA LABI...
DI MAPIGILANG MAG-ISIP...O BAKA SA TAGAL, MAHULOG ANG LOOB MO SA IBA...
NAKAKABALISA, KNOCK ON WOOD, WAG NAMAN SANA...
you make life worth living.
fire.phoenix.goddess
8:06 PM
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Sunday, September 11, 2005
ramblings
Blood-letting from a blood’s point of view
By The Blood Princess
Aaahhh!!! That’s what I always feel whenever I am being sucked by a suction tube to be transferred to another human in dire need of me. If you are with me, you will hear whoosh when we are sucked inside the tube and are subjected to being horribly squeezed inside a tiny tube with no breathing room. Fortunately, in my 20 years of being alive, I have never caught my co-blooders smelling like dirty gym socks unwashed for 5 months.
But I am being too fast. I will tell you how I first came to being. I woke up suddenly with no remembrance of how I came to be. I was inside a vein and for the past couple of years, I have perfected the art of gyrating through the veins to the tunes of Get Busy, Get Right, Get your Mumma Proudy baby with my girlfriends.
Then one night, when I was 18 years young, a huge alien-thingy poked through my humanoid’s body and we all ran away from it. I screamed Regardez!!! Like a girl. Humiliating.
Zut Alors! My comrade co-blooder buddy was sucked inside that horrible thing! I tried to run faster but I felt myself being incapacitated of my ability to run and was sucked through a narrow tube. I squirmed and squirmed to no avail. Whooooosh. As soon as I was released from that alien-thingy, I turned around Jackie Chan style and found myself circulated once more. I was not even given time to settle in the new environment. Two years later, I have been transferred around 5 humanoids. I think one was Mariko Franca. That nerd.
So that’s how blood-letting is from a blooder’s point of view.
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copyright 2005
no copying
no citations
just read.
fire.phoenix.goddess
9:23 PM
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letting go of all the past
sarap.sarap ng pakiramdam to let go of all those...that.
sana nga, un na ung ktapusan..sige.. bye :)
'if loving you is all that means to me..and being happy is all i'd hope you'd be..then loving you must mean i really have to set you free...'
fire.phoenix.goddess
2:39 PM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
If thou must love me, let it be for nought
If thou must love me, let it be for nought (Robert Browning)
If thou must love me, let it be for nought
Except for love's sake only. Do not say
"i love her for her smile...her look, her way of speaking gently, -
for a trick of though that falls in well with mine, & certes brought
a sense of pleasant ease on such a day"
for these things in themselves, Beloved,
may be changed, or change for thee -
and love so wrought
may be unwrought so.
Neither love me for thine own dear pity's
wiping my cheeks dry, -
a creature might forget to weep who bore thy comfort long
and lose thy love thereby!
But love me for love's sake,
that evermore,
thou mayst love on through love's eternity.
~~~~~
i love the poem..ang ganda no? if you'll understand it fully, im sure you'll love it rin..ang ganda ng words..ng way ng pagkasabi..i can almost imagine it being said to me..sobrang matutulala tlga ko..kasi ang ganda eh.ang ganda-ganda.
~~~~~
"let me know if my grip's too tight..
let me know if i'm doing this right...
coz i feel you right here..." - gemini
~~~~~
i can never write down words like these..pero nkakainspire noh.. nakakiyak, nakakafrustrate that i can't write like they do.. parang naiisip ko..bakit sila kaya un, ako hindi??!?! tapos if i try to write, ang pangit ng kalalabasan. sigh.sigh. lahat ng ginagawa kong poems lately, walang kwenta!!!..kaya nga i stopped writing na eh..ang huli kong sulat..about kay Darling06 ko..aww.i miss you so much. hay.sige na, i have to go.. good day. hay.
im fat!!!! ='( ='( ='(
diet na ulit!!!!
fire.phoenix.goddess
8:10 AM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
thoughts from within..
maybe i should stop spreading my thoughts around
no one bothers to read this anyway..
how pathetic do i sound?
anyway..
currently sailing smoothly.
nakakagulo tlga.
haha..pero diba, achievement yun..
di ako nangaway lately..
hihi.. :)
open mo multiply ko
haeja!!!
nabuksan mo na testi ko?..it doesn't mean anything..but siguro naman you understood it..diba?
so there..sira nannam computer namin..hihi..hay..
happy 05, poopie ko.. :)
hope you're really happy today..pero sana mas happy ka sa...
aun..
a few years from now..where will we be?
i wish we'll not be this way.
i wish we'll be more mature.
and that this will develop nicely.
i'll have my dream home..
i'll fulfill my dream dates..
i hope we'll help each other fulfill those dreams..
and we'll console each other through the pains of shattered dreams..
and we'll celebrate together achieved ones.. :)
i hope we'll have a lot of years ahead of us..
and live our lives to the fullest..
and maybe my tears will never fall again..
-thoughts from within about you and me-
fire.phoenix.goddess
11:26 PM
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