the problem with hello is goodbye.
i saw you.
i want to run up to you.
i want to say hi
and try to beam a smile
but then if i say hello,where would it go?
would it be forever
or would it be like the previous hellos?
coz baby the problem with hello is goodbye
there've been too many hellos
too many goodbyes...
when will i say hello
without having to say goodbye?
i want to get to know you
and maybe even spend some time with you.
but then what if we do become something more than friends,where would it end?
would it end? should it end?
its heartbreaking, heartrending
i wanna take a chance but i've already taken some
but still i'll take a leap if i know there's no goodbye...
with you...
coz baby, the problem with hello is goodbye...
there have been too many hellos
and too many goodbyes...
if i say hello, would it go on and on?
or would it be like the others,which ended before?
coz baby, the problem with hello is goodbye...
it's heartbreaking, heartrending...
the problem with hello...
the problem with hello...
the problem with hello is goodbye...
it's a song i wrote ... hehehe..
fire.phoenix.goddess
5:50 PM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
crazy night
just got back from dinner with duqs, his family, and mia and aya. Oh God, what a day.First was the major fight i had with...nevermind.Then the freaking heat wave and the dripping sweat [yuck]And then my physics lab.It's crazy crazy crazy i tell you.And then we went to duqs condo. [nice nice place]I saw his collection of books and Archie comics [duqs i want your comics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]i saw his cute cute cute sis simone!!!!!!! :) yeah! My favorite kid is actually jobim.nice kid :Danyway, so we ate tahong, chicken, bread with mushroom, then some plate which i didn't taste, and then came the carbonara.God how i wanted the carbonara. But it was on the other side of the table where the adults sat and of course, being the shy kid that i was, i just unloaded my misery to mia. hehe..fortunately, duqs' lola handed the plate over and i finally indulged in the yummy plate. YUM YUM YUM. i swear.Then came the birthday song...Oh God i felt like there was a gigolo/stripper at my back. A waiter did a little dirty dancing. It was so freaking hilarious. hahaha!!! It's the first time i saw a waiter dance like that in front of the guests. Oh God. I won't get into any more details on that. Basta, it really was funny. :Dand then duqs treated me to starbucks and we saw BJ!!! So there. :)What a day.
*sipping java chip*
Thanks duqs... :)happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aya..happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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apparently my post in my multiply site got a lot of page views...hmmm... i'm getting weirded out. there's this one ... person who views everything i post. That's freaky. especially ka-batch niya sila... anyway!!!
aun lang.
i miss you.
fire.phoenix.goddess
10:41 PM
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thank God i found YOU
I want someone who will understand me.
I want someone who will drop what he’s doing and just come to my aid.
I want someone who will fetch me at 7:30 pm and drive me home through the freaking traffic calmly.
I want someone who will drive by my school just to say hi or just to see me.
I want someone who knows that I can probably take care of myself but will still defend me against all the “baddies” of the world.
I want someone who will hold me as we cross the street just to keep me safe.
I want someone who will offer me his arm.
I want someone who knows I can be really tough and I can whip his butt but will still make me feel like I’m the most precious and the most fragile thing in the world.
I want someone who will stay awake until 4 am just chatting with me.
I want someone who will take the time to get to know me, my fears, my pet peeves.
I want someone who won’t think I’m a sissy if I cry during an Adam Sandler movie or during a cartoon.
I want someone who will text me every time my favorite cartoon is showing just to remind me to indulge in my favorite toon.
I want someone who will write to me everyday even though his handwriting is like chicken scratch.
I want someone who will spray my perfume on his person just to smell me through out the day.
I want someone who will buy me flowers on no occasions…and on occasions.
I want someone who thinks that a joint-contribution to UNICEF is a nice way to spend Christmas.
I want someone who will hold my shoulder bag over his arm and not caring what he looks like.
I want someone who watches me eat all the ice cream and chocolate I can eat and still call me the sexiest woman he’s ever seen.
I want someone who will consider me the lightest load even when I gained 5 pounds.
I want someone who will consider me his first priority and that being with me anywhere is the best thing in the world.
I want someone who will be game with every thing I want to try.
I want someone who will be brave enough to try bungee jumping and sky diving with me.
I want someone who will hug me during the night as I cry due to my unfounded fears.
I want someone who will wake up in the wee hours of the morning whenever I call and not be cranky.
I want someone who will sleep two hours after I fall asleep just to make sure that he’ll be there if I suddenly wake up and need him.
I want someone who will be possessive but knows when to give me space.
I want someone strong enough for me to lean on and brave enough to let me see him cry.
I want someone who considers that hugs are the next best thing.
I want someone who considers that cuddling is better than sex.
I want someone who does everything while thinking of me.
i love you... :)
fire.phoenix.goddess
12:07 AM
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Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i think about you. i read about you. and i want to buy and read everything i could get my hands on if only to know more about you.
i want to see you; to meet you; to know you.
i am hungry for more knowledge about you.
your incredible mind attracts me like a moth is attracted to a flame.
and i yearn to meet you. and to talk to you.
if only you exist not only as a figment of someone's imagination...
if only i could meet you. if only i could go on knowing you do exist.
i love your sarcasm. your wit. your dry humor.
the paleness of your skin and the darkness of your hair.
still i know that your existence would be dangerous.
not just for me..but for everyone else.
but still i yearn, still i want you.
My God, arty. if only you exist.
fire.phoenix.goddess
8:05 PM
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