[[- * phoenix.fire

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1.nagsampay ka na ba ng damit mo sa likod ng ref nyo?

*** oo! :)

2.kumain ka ba ng chocolate ngayong araw na to?

*** wala ngang chocolate eh :( gusto ko ng cadbury.. :(

3.huling mall na pinuntahan mo?

*** hm..sm bic ata..

4.latest movie na pinanood mo?

*** dark light sa hbo..

5.umutang ka na ba sa tindahan?

*** no..

6.napanood mo ba yung concert ni allan, gladys at janno?

*** ano un? naaa...

7.kelan ka huling nagswimming?

*** nung nagpunta kaming palawan nung sembreak..saya! :)

8.nakapanood ka na ba ng live sa eat bulaga?

*** i never dreamed of doing so.

9.nagperform ka na ba sa isang play? anong character mo?

*** naman.angel.aswa ni herod.taong bayan.tao.worshipper.hehe :)

10.nasan ka ba ngayon ha?

*** sala..

11.iyakin ka no?

*** oo grabe. little mermaid makes me cry.hehe :)

12.kelan ka huling sumakay sa bangka?

*** nung nagpunta kaming palawan..im not sure of the date eh..

13.nakapunta ka na ba sa cubao?

*** oo pero dumaan lang kami ni ma..

14.edi nakapasok ka na sa gateway mall

*** hindi pa ata..

15.anong masasabi mo sa gateway mall?

*** aba ewan..

16.kumakain ka ba sa 7-11?

*** dati..

17.bumili ka na ba ng damit sa ukay2x?

*** uh..hindi eh..

18.na harass ka na ba nung nalasing ka?

*** hindi pa nga ko nalalasing eh..sayang.joke :)

19.sino katabi mo matulog?

*** wala..i mean.basta.mga bears ko..

20.nakipag away ka na ba sa school nyo?

*** i think.inaaway nila ko eh..hehe :) tahimik lang ako..si reg ata at d***..si choi.sino pa ba? haha :)

21.ano yung mga weird things na nagawa mo na?

*** ewan ko...di ko lam eh..

22.huling prutas na kinain mo?

*** mango..sarap! :)

23.huling song na kinanta mo?

*** kandila - sugarfree...ang ganda...

24.ano pala masasabi mo dun sa last movie na pinanood mo?

*** wala..it's okay..

25.close ba kayo ng mga pinsan mo?

*** not all...

26.ows? talaga? promise?

*** ?!?!

28.may ring ka bang suot?

*** wala eh..tinapon ko..dba monster?

29.ano yan, silver, gold or tanso lang?

*** un..silver..gusto ko white gold.hehe

30.e ano naman yung pinapakikinggan mo?

*** si tix, kumakanta at tumutugtog ng 'you'-karen carpenter..

31.nagsuklay ka na ba?

*** hindi ko gawain un!!wala un sa mundo ko!

32.kelan mo huling inaway kapatid mo? umamin ka!

*** ewan ko..i don't really keep track of it.

33.sino fave mo sa PBB?

*** wala eh..si SAY na lang.

34.sa tingin mo, bading ba si Uma ng PBB?

*** oo, feeling ko tlga.

35.natumba ka na ba sa bike?

*** oo.hehe ;)

36.e nadapa ka na ba?

*** oo.hehe :)

37.kelan mo huling nakasama mga barkada mo?

*** barkada..nung enrollment..

38.fave show mo sa mtv?

*** wala eh..basta maganda ung videos okay na.

39.nakapunta ka na ba sa intramuros?

*** oo.enjoy nga ko dun eh..parang pinoy.pinoy.pinoy talaga dun.

40.kelan ka huling gumamit ng webcam?

*** never.

41.kelan ka huling nagpagupit ng buhok?

*** nung summer siguro..

42.anong gagawin mo pag nanalo ka sa lotto?

*** depende sa price..let's say..3million.i'll 1million for my school fees.so 2million na lang.i'll go to england and italy with my family.singapore.disney land.tapos lalagay ko sa bank.

43.ang tanong, tumataya ka ba sa lotto?

*** hindi eh.hihi :)

44.epal ka ba sa mga friends mo?

*** ewan ko..am i?

45.anong plano mo ngayong halloween?

*** matulog.hehe

46.anong madalas mong gawin sa sementeryo pag nov.1?

*** umupo sa nitsa.hehe :)

47.may malapit bang mall dyan sa bahay nyo?

*** sm bicutan.hehe :)

48.anong oras na ba?

*** 06:18pm

49.san ka huling nagpunta?

*** sa.......simbahan kahapon..

50.what is the scientific name of acacia tree?

*** acacia....ewan ko.i'll ask pag nagkita na kami, ayt? :)

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1. friends or boyfriend/girlfriend?

* friends.monster friends.hehe :)

2. college or high school?

* college!!! i miss my fourth year, though. i mean..un skul, not the admin..

3. angelina jolie or julia roberts?

* julia roberts.

4. brad pitt or tom cruise?

* brad pitt.ang gwapo!

5. basketball or volleyball?

* basketball pag ate ko or friends ko naglalaro..otherwise,,i'll go with volleyball.

6. eastwood or malate?

* i've never been to either.

7. redhorse or strong ice?

* ...........neither............

8. tequila or vodka?

* ...........neither............

9. mcdo or jollibee?

* jollibee noh..for some personal reason, i dislike mcdo but their chocolate sundae is cheaper and their twister fries are yummy..

10. grudge or ring?

* eew.neither.

11. siNgLe or tAkEn

* sino? monsters rule :)

12. go for younger or older? (bf/gf)

* uhmmm..

13. j.lo or janet jackson?

* j.Lo

14. rubbershoes or sandals?

* sandals.

15. lotr or harry potter?

* harry potter na lang..lotr bores me.

16. cellphone or computer?

* uhm..both.

17. globe or smart or sun?

* sana sun..[sigh]

18. Christmas vacation or summerbreak?

* both....kaya lang summer bores me..

19. brains or goodlooks?

* brains, definitely.nakakamatay pag walang alam kausap mo!

20. have you watched return of the king?

* no...

21. when?

* .........

22. counterstrike or ragnarok?

* ... neither...

23. adventurous or romantic movie?

* romance..hehe :)

24. winston or marlboro?

* ...neither....

25. manila bulletin or inquirer or phil star?

* i trust inquirer most.

26. abs or gma?

* ABS.although pareho lang silang copycats ng isa't-isa.

27. pillow w/o blnket or blnket w/o pillow?

* eeeee....blanket without pillow.i can't sleep without something covering me..

28. girbaud or esprit?

* marithe francois girbaud

29. badminton or tabletennis?

* table tennis..

30. kisses or toblerone?

* kisses!!sobrang sarap..lalo na pag with almonds..yummm....

31. math or science?

* eeekkkk...science na lang..

32. nokia or samsung?

* kahit ano.ano ba mas quality?

33. beermen or ace?

* neither

34. o'sullivan or deuel?

* neither.

35. bmw or mb?

* mb.

36. mango or banana?

* mangoes.i frown upon bananas.

37. malls or bars?

* malls..hehe.

38. y ru answern this?

* kasi wala talaga kong magawa...

39. would you answer more surveys such as this?

* siguro..

40. who do you think will read this?

* si monster.

41. what's up?

* the roof.haha

42.bakit namimigay ng regalo si santa?

* para un mga taong walang regalo, may matanggap.hihih.

44.bkit malaki ang mata ng mga anime?

* para pa-cute.hihi

45. bakit tinawag na hello kitty si hello kitty?

* coz when you see a kitty..you say hello.heheheheheheh

46. bakit hindi na lang hi kitty?

* hm.don't worry, tatanong ko pag nagkita na kami. :)

47. dami ba tanong ko?

* okay lang..at least may ginagawa..

48. ano favorite mong color/s?

* white.black.lime.gold..pink

49. ano favorite mong tv show?

* ha..wala eh..totally spies siguro..

50. last question. ilan na ang naging cellphone mo?

* let's see...5110..3310..bosch..5210..tapos un ngayon..2100..so.. panglima ko na to! hehe :)

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nwei..napansin ko lang..nagbloghopping kasi ko kanina.tapos parang ang dark nung dalawa..un isa naman, walang kwenta..i mean, hindi sya interesting..un isa, God, parang ako dati.heartbroken na puro poems ang blog nya! napaisip tuloy ako..never knew na ganun sya.na ganun..basta.tapos when i got the chance to get my friendster to work, ang sad nung name nung isa..im not okay.parang..okay...wala lang.ang sad naman ng mga tao sa school..nung nagcollege ako, parang ang saya ng mundo..looking back on my last link sa taro, parang ang lungkot ng mga tao? i don't have a reason to be sad.if anything, im happy.majorly.

excited na ko magpasukan.nako joven, uno na ko sayo tlga. i'll make sure of that.naku naku naku..excited na ko makita si ian, get a stick and hit him in the head with all my might.whenever i see that son of a gun, i get this urge to slap him.haha.he's so damn irritating kasi eh!!! sobra talaga.his personality ranks there with mark and carlo on the crummiest personalities [na guy].. sobra. laln..

monster bakit ba ayaw maniwala nila yayhie ha? kaw kasi nagtinginan pa kayo ni kc.announcement: yayhie..dina..danna g..hindi po. hehe :) diba monster, hindi naman? for them, at least hindi.

miss ko na sila...

babyboy,
babygirl,
fayerz ko..
chamimay
chippy! :)
darling06 ko.. :'(
monster ko..
baby gulp..
COLC..si abi..!
sugar16 :)

hay..laln..ang ganda tlga ng 'you're beautiful' ni james blunt.. mejo sad nga lang pero it's nice..actually, wala lang akong magawa kayo i keep on rambling on about semi-useless stuff.

napansin ko parang napakapolitical ng pieces ko lately.this is sooo not a political blog.those are just thoughts crammed in my head which i sooo wanted to release.

napansin ko lang.im so sentimental and i love bright colors..kasi happy pag bright..unlike in this blog, when i go for bright, im not hiding under the happy-facade.im not..masaya lang magopen ng blog na happy....naaapektohan nga ko pag nakakakita ako ng blog na malungkot eh..parang ang dark.that's why i love black WITH white, lime, yellow, gold..basta bright and happy colors..kaya enjoy ako sa orange..sa bright pink..sa lime.sa yellow..ang saya eh..nkakalift ng sad mood..kaya nga tuwa ako sa blog ko eh..kasi white.it's actually semi-pink but it's so light pink it's almost white.nuf said. andami na talagang nagbabagong buhay noh..wala lang..feeling ko lang..

what you see is what you get pala no..i mean, sa'kin..except when i act my best..when i hide every tear behind every laugh..sa mga piling tao lang ako hindi nagtatago..but when i have to hide, i hide. o sige na..i gtg. ingat!!

miss you monster ko!!!

fire.phoenix.goddess
6:54 PM

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Sunday, November 06, 2005

| | |weird | | |

the weirdness of things just puzzle me. they make me rack my brain for possible answers and what-ifs.

i have so many unanswered questions..maybe i'll carry them to my grave..maybe those questions are better left unanswered..but i can't rest peacefully if i don't know what happened. i have to know.that's how i operate...i have to know every angle before moving.maybe i'm like this because already took too many risks to not to be careful anymore.i'm just scared of the pain corners bring. i might be like this but i do take risks every now and then. jenna knows that, don't you? hihi :) [thanks for the precautions, kat.. :)] i'll be fine.maybe someday i'll learn to take a step with closed eyes and learn to live with it and just move on.coz that's how life is.that's what a life is.a cycle...maybe my life moves too fast; maybe too slow. but i do know that with every step, i'll have you beside me..diba? i know i'll always have chimmy and faye to verbally abuse. angel, jaja, and pyra to answer my love questions.. jkat, yan, and chie to tease, care for, laugh at and with..so there..yun lang..take care ... :) feels good to let the whole world know how i feel. hehe :)

fire.phoenix.goddess
2:05 PM

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| | |candy-colored fonts and other ramblings | | |

it's sunday once again and i can't help listening to magic 89.9. parang sunday is the best time to listen to the radio.hehe :) parang ang sarap pag sunday.no stress, no worry! kahit may sakit pa ko.

butterflies flutter around me
i reach out to touch them
and they're gone
once again
riding with the wind

i realized i don't see you smile often.even when I see you, you don't smile.why? slowly, i'm beginning to know you better and i feel nice about that. angaling noh, after so many months, im starting to know you which is such a good thing. :) im happy about that..lalang. :)

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*Whats the last movie you watched?

[*] sa cinema: 40-year old virgin.. (i don't go out much)..sa house, mulanII..!!! :)

*If you could put together a concert of 5 bands, which bands would you choose?

[*] m.y.m.p, southborder, sugarfree, coldplay, orange and lemons!! :)

*Lyrics that sum up your love life?

[*] especially for you siguro..fix you? di ko lam....!

*Latest addiction?

[*] nil.getting the phlegm out of my system.joke..siguro books pa rin...

*Have you ever had the slight urge to kill someone?

[*] of course...naman.but i didn't act on that..

*What book are you reading right now?

[*] just finished reading hailey books..shopaholic takes manhattan..im still finding books to devour..

* ...bothers you right now?

[*] i know it's skin-deep pero im bother that i can't return liz's smile sa friendster..hehe :)

* ... was the best thing that happened to you this week?

[*] i don't know..nkapag-enroll siguro ko..joke lang..

* ... will you wish for if you have a genie?

[*] cd records..good business for my fam..to see the afore-mentioned bands play..to be happy..which is..

WHO...

* .the last person you went out with?

[*] family...

* ... completes your day?

[*] hmm? friends..

WHEN...

* ... will you watch a movie?

[*] pag lumabas na ang chicken little..or pag talagang napilitan, harry potter..it bores me now.

* ... was the last time you asked for help?

[*] nung enrollment.hehe :)

*What's In Your VCD Player?

[*] nil.

*What Time Did You Wake Up Today?

[*] past 7 am..

*Current hairstyle:

[*] ganun pa rin..still my wonderful, curly hair..hihi :)

*Can You Play An Instrument?

[*] yes, the piano..a bit lang.

*What were you doing 12AM last night:

[*] playing the computer.. had fun :)

*What do you think you'll be doing in 10years?

[*] happily working my ass off

*Are you paranoid?!

[*] oo naman.... :)

*First enemy?

[*] a few years after i was born, i met the thundering person of.

*Last crush?

[*] can't remember..si..m---- ata..

*Last CD/song played?

[*] hehe :) ever after !! :)

*Last annoyance?

[*] my cough and colds grr.

*San ka pupunta bukas?

[*] wala..sa 8 pa pasukan eh.. :) im soooo bored nga lang..

*Anong gagwin mo dun?

[*] wala..matutulog as usual...magisa lang ako!! :(

*Anong iniisip mo ngayon?

[*] sana gumaling na ko..wala na bang ibang magawa sa internet?

*San ka nakatira? (condo, village, apartment, etc.)

[*] sa milky way galaxy, universe, solar system, earth, asia, philippines, NCR, metro manila, paranaque, village. :)

*Sino ang gusto mo patayin ngayon?

[*] wala, syempre.. :)

* Anong ideal age mo to marry?

[*] ewan ko..hihi :) kahit kelan basta stable na ko and ready..

* Meron ka bang true friends?

[*] yes, thank God.i love them all.

* the place to be?

[*] kung nasan ung taong nakakapagpasaya sa'kin..at may food, malamig at comfortable.hehe :)

* latest regret?

[*] i don't like to regret anything eh...i have to stand by the things i did..diba? so there..i don't like regrets and i have nil regrets.

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hay..yey, nakapag-survey ulit ako, finally satiated my taste for answering surveys though i want more....laln.. im chatting with pyra right now.. hmmm.. happy monthsary sa inyo!! :) so there..i have to go now... mwuahugs!!

uy! :)

fire.phoenix.goddess
1:27 PM

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| | |traditions and random thoughts | | |

watched MulanII kanina sa disney..it's nice but i like the first one better..i have this thing about originality..or traditions.. got to thinking that maybe traditions are not such a bad thing.. i mean, old practices can still be done but we have to go with the flow..i guess most of the time, it happens.

i got to thinking that maybe if we go back to our age-old traditions..though not the nomadic times nor the pre-spanish times.i mean, when we were experiencing prosperity..[for a time, i hope we did experience that.]..i also wondered..if we closed our doors to the world for a while, what would happen? sure, sobrang daming riots, i mean for such a long time we're the dumping place of all the retched products Japan, China, and the US produce and suddenly, we're not available for their dump anymore..so what would happen? will we be like China who progressed? Japan who's so advanced?bakit ang ibang countries na nakaexperience far greater pain than we have, progressive na? even vietnam's better than us. what's happening? sometimes, i think communism and the closed-door policy is the best thing we can ever have.i'll even welcome marcos back.though not with imelda marcos tagging along. he's good.probably the smartest president ever.he just got corrupted as with the problem in most politicians.
sometimes, i just want to let the whole world think that communism would be good.discipline is sooo not a bad thing. power is not a bad thing. money is not a bad thing. abuse of these, however, is a bad thing.too much discipline begets wariness, possibly opposition. from too much power arises morale degenaration. overflowing cash gives you too much reign on life and you lose a touch of what things really matter. sometimes, if we just step back, maybe we'll see what's really good for us. sigh.if only the shoutouts of a seventeen-year old kid like me could be heard all over the nation.

And thus, i'll stand alone in the darkness and judging stares with no hand to hold except God's, and God's alone. So help us, God.
--
good post by jenna :) on Nov. 1, 2005...**worth mentioning** http://jkat13.blogs.friendster.com

fire.phoenix.goddess
12:33 AM

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

| | |stuff i think | | |

i read kanina an article about the philippines..we've stepped back from progress.AGAIN.as always.hay.high rate of poverty daw.you know what i think? that poverty can be solved if only those people in the slums who are not well-off;who are included in the poverty line; should stop getting themselves pregnant, thus increasing the poverty rate.more mouths to feed, more babies to take care, more people to pollute and then blame everything on the government. hell.
they vote every election time, expecting the leaders to make a miracle and make them millionaires.duh.that's not how it works, people?!? im just really tired of seeing the poverty around us and know that it's partly their fault too..they should make an effort to meet the government programs at least halfway..tapos ang tamad-tamad pa nating mga pinoy.sometimes i just wish to get out of here and work like hell.so there.gusto ko lang mag-rant about them.

hay.i reread some stuff i wrote back then..eew tlga.kadiri to think that i took track of..basta.ala lang.tapos may narealize ako..na hindi ko man lang agad napansin..am i manhid? i guess i am.it never occurred to me na matagal na pala.on both sides.maybe i was just too blind or maybe it was too surreal to begin with.ngaun, everything's like a dream with reality creeping in every now and then and a flashback from the past pops in suddenly at the most unthinkable of moments and when i don't really want to remember anything.

so there..i just want to get things out of my system..now i understand what they mean when they ask:

who will you choose, the one who loves you or the one you love?

fire.phoenix.goddess
3:09 PM

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